The more I know the less I know

The more I know, the less I know.

I am at that faith stage. Committed, but wondering what next. Over the last two years I have spent increasingly more time in scripture reading, prayer, and auxiliary reading about faith. My life is richer for it.

But, isn’t there always a but? Mine is this: I want to be doing something. I want to know what I am called to do. And I want it to be what God wants me to do. But, I don’t know what it is. And, I don’t know if that is because I am not ready, or if I am getting in my own way. Is it ego or for God? If those questions are in my mind, do I have my answer?

So, I will follow the practices and wait and listen. And I have added a prayer habit from Matthew Kelly’s I Heard God Laugh,

I am transforming everything I do into prayer for someone or some group, including my thoughts here today.

(For L.N. and family)